Oh yeah the reason for the post title is that the recipe I used is titled 'Fantasy Pavlova'. It actually was like a fantasy to eat.And I'm pretty sure it's good for me cos of all that protein from the egg whites....and sugar is good for me cos it makes me haaaappy.
Oh and AF arrived the morning after my last post too, super painful just to rub it in, but it's all good, and I have only cried once , when a friend sent a group text to say she was pregnant...this was the one I mentioned a few weeks back that I suspected she was with these hints she had dropped on facebook.
I'm not normally a crier with pregnancy announcements unless it's a particularly bad day, but this one was a little bit harder as we had been ttc our first together, and now she's pregnant with her second. It hurts when you start to get lapped on the pregnancy race track,and this is the first time it's happened for me.
Plus I was emotional as AF is good at reminding you about what you don't have again for another month, and I'll admit I had gotten my hopes up quite a bit when it was late.
So not much else happening, G's mum is staying with us this week and some of next, so I haven't had much of a chance to get to the 'puter lately, but I should be back to my normal computer time-wasting hours next week!
Your pav looks delish babe! Well done! Sorry to hear about your friend ((((GIANT HUG)))) I have been there and it SUCKS. It's really painful to be lapped. Thinking of you sweety. xox
ReplyDeleteThanks babe for posting this. If I can't eat the damn thing then I will atleast drool over my work computer. Looks delicious.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about AF, she finds the best time to turn up doesn't she? evil fucker. Yep, I've been there too with a friend overlapping and she's the one that calls her kids C@#$!
Glad to see you on ICLW. I'm #126
Ants Im going to a 1st Bday on sunday of a friend who fell preg the month I started ttc. Fertile baby whore... sorry.. my gremlin came out and wrote that.. Baby whores are those that have more than 3.. Bit of a tangent but I watched a repeat today of a talkshow baby shower for a host, and the whole audience was pregnant and they all clapped when a woman said she was 18wks preg and it was her 5th? Why are they clapping? Im still trying to work it out??
ReplyDeletei read this all to often. its such a shame. some other bitch getting preg again.while we wait. gosh its hard. it sucks so much. sometimes we are strong, and are ok with it, sometimes we are not. Its hard to tell. we snap like a rubber band. chin up.x
ReplyDeleteThat looks delicious! And yeah, sorry about your friend lapping you, I know the feeling. Found you through ICLW, good luck on making baby giraffes. Cute blog name.
ReplyDeleteI love baby giraffes!
ReplyDeleteI was expecting to come here this morning and be met with someone facing the same IF pain that I am, but there it is....pavlova. The best damn looking pavlova I've ever seen come out of someone's kitchen. IF can wait for another day. There's pavlova to be consumed!
Sorry about the failed cycle, though. That never gets any easier. :-(
ICLW #150
Bah. The only time I cry is when someone times their (or someone elses) joyous news with the arrival of yet another stupid period.
ReplyDeleteI found out another work friend is preggers on Thursday- at that point I still had a little hope that the weirdness of this cycle might actually have meant that having sex can make a baby. Shows what I know.
I say enjoy the extra sugary pav, then enjoy a little more X