I'm currently on Day 5 of a 6 Day total blowout, and by that I mean I have started eating junk food and I'm literally unable to stop.I've had to set a limit on this unstoppable madness so I've given myself tomorrow as my last day of gluttony and then it's time to reign myself in.
It all started immediately after Egg Collection with a Hot Chocolate and now things have spiralled out of control. I also had Burger King for lunch on EC day, and since then all manner of sweet and savoury goodness.
Last night it was Maccas, and right at this very moment it's Sour Cream and Chives chips. They have a sign on them saying 80% less saturated fat though so I'm pretty sure they're good for me....right? I'm just choosing not to read the ingredients list.
I have been pretty good for the last few months and now that I have no embryo inside me to appreciate all of my efforts it's all turning to custard.
The only thing I haven't turned to yet is alcohol, although big G has kindly done enough drinking for the both of us last night, and is currently having a 'I'm never drinking EVER again' day. It's his first blowout for a long time too(and it will be his last I believe) and it was his work Christmas party so I don't mind, although I'm not feeling particularly sympathetic!
So Monday is a new day and hopefully I will have gotten all of these mad cravings out of my system, and it's time to head back to the gym as well me thinks!
The counsellor told me to take it easy at the gym so I don't 'cook' my eggs.Well I didn't need much persuading and I've happily stayed away since that day....only so as not to cook my eggs of course....
It's ironic how going through IVF makes you look and feel pregnant before you even get a chance to experience the real thing.
Already my bloated belly looks well and truly pregnant, I'm also sporting a rack to rival Pammys, and my skin is horrendous(I'm totally blaming that on the drugs-not my current food intake)
Ah well I shall revell in my current gluttonous state for just a little while longer and then it's time to get my body into baby-temple mode again for one of those little waiting frosties.
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